Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Why are boys so stupid?

Long distance relationships are just not for me. That's what I always told myself, and now I find myself in one and just like I thought it would- it freaking sucks. All we do is fight over stupid shit, for example: Two days he told me thinks I'm going to cheat on him, and then when I got offended and mad he couldn't understand why. I'm not really sure what he expected me to say, do or feel, but I'm pretty sure anyone would be offended if their significant other told them that they think about you cheating on them all the time. So eventually, he told me he didn't mean it the way it came out, and I don't really want to fight anyways so it was over. But then yesterday he's telling me that he doesn't believe it when I say I care about him...so I answered back maybe we shouldn't be together then. Of course this didn't go over too well, and we fought for about 2 hours straight until he decided he's just picking fights because he misses me. That seemed so stupid to me that I didn't even know what to say so that fight ended as well. I feel like I am forced to let go of a lot of things I normally wouldn't, and it's just not fair. So as a formally concluded, long distance relationship are NOT for me- but I'm trying the best I can to make this work...since we're technically not THAT far away, and it's only for another 2 1/2 months or however long is left. And another thing, how can you say I don't think we should be in a relationship right now, but when I come home for the summer....yeah then we should be. If I was in the other position, I think I would slap the person who said that to me. But I find myself wanting to say it. In conclusion-


This sucks, and I want to go home.

1 comment:

nica said...

Yeah I understand what you mean. I am in a long distance.... hmmm i dont know what to call it... I guess it's a relatonship. its been back and forth for 2 years... its too complicated. I fin that we fight and argue just as much hen we are togeher as we do when we are away. All guys are the same. good luck.